the end section has a different feel, aesthetic, quality, then all that precedes it because IT IS DIFFERENT. a different stage or movement in the narrative. leave all that shit behind. not only am I different and expressing that, I am setting up concepts and ideas to embody in that section….that are new for me, that are the changes/states i want to embody… freedom, sensuality, joy, pleasure in moving, whatever… form follows function… if I change my states, qualities, consciousness, I change my body and my life.